better in time ~

good morning :) hara woke up early today . haha . today is my cousin marriage ceremony here. i also have to be a couple clamps. but i don't want. i don't like. i asked my cousin to replaced me .

cupcake ~ i miss her . extremely long . i don't know how to describe my feelings rite now . i've been suffering with this condition . can we change it to the kind of old ? u don't miss all is that ? if i can throw as far away my feeling , i pity you this close, i've been doing . but i'm weak. i can't deal with it . i can't! i really love u . u don't understand why my feeling isn't u ? when i have love u like this , but u go away from my life . what i am not worthy to be in love? day turns today. as time went by quickly . i still can't forget. i still hope until now , the situation will change . no more sorrow . no more tears . i don't want any of this . what i need is u always at my side . always there when i'm happy and hard . i always have the heart of this opera. always there for me .