HEAYLIENAZ JUST IN MEMORY . LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY CUPCAKE :"(

3O JANUARY 2011 ( 11.53 AM )

IT’S OVER :’) YEAH J I’M SMILING WITH MY FAKE SMILE . I’M DYING J

Sume da berakhir . aku ta sangke jadi cam ny . it’s sokeyh lawh . aku try terima even susah kan . da 2 ary aku nanges . mengurung diri dalam bilik J ta mam J maki org  J aku tension gile bhai . mandy bile perlu saje J HAHA . layan lagu lagu hardcore J conteng conteng dinding bilik J koyak arn dress aku J bakar pic J bakar diary aku pasal aku ngan dea J AKU DA BAKAR HDIAH YG AKU NA AGY DEA SEMPENA 6 BULAN COUPLE NGAN DEA J WHAT THE FUCK ! J POTNG RMBOD J tgn aku ? HAHA . hnye tuhan taw aku buad apew . broken hearted girl versi hardcore J kea ? I tataw ar apew pndngn korg . aku betol betol frust . aku na jmpe doctor . mak aii . ny da kes kemurungan ny . huhu L sume berulang L napew sume jadi cam ny ? saat aku perlu arn kawan n teman . sume tadew . sume busy . yeah J I know . all of u have ur own life .but ~ what’s the point we called BESTFRIENDS ? J think it dear . I’m really dying now . I’m down L thanks for does who accompany me at this time . EDING J thanks J u’re da best and most ex bf I ever had . SYAH J thanks J what u told me yesterday . I’ll keep it J sys cha J thanks a lot ^^ NACEE ~ thanks okay J aku na jadi cam kaw . HAHA J FUCK ~ thanks na ceramah aku . buad aku sedar . aku ta batak arn dea okay J aku trlebih syg at dea . u must understand it . AYEN J u ny brjaye buad I smile n laugh just for a moment J AHAH . but that’s good . have a friend like u . for all of u J thanks . thanks lynn n anesya J

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND J

Aku da nekad close account aku at fb J both of it . thiS’s the better way for me from keep thinking about her . I don’t want to get hurts again . dea remove aku rite ? so ~ kite org just inbox inbox saje . today when I’m just woke up from bed . I sent this message to her J

bye bye sotong :) jage diri oke . bljar rajin rajin . jge makan sume . hope kaw jmpe girl yg lbih baek dari aku . boleh buad kaw hapew . yg kaw betol betol syg as org yg special at aty n idop kaw . aku angp sume yg kaw ckap ngan aku syg sume uh , just gurauan yg buad aku hapew . aku da ta boleh na pkse kaw . last chance aku da abes . kite pon cpi sini saje . aku try trme even saked , sukar , pahit sume . aku try hrmat kptsan kaw . aku tanak pkse pkse da . aku ny buad idop kaw susah tension saje . aku ta boleh bahagia kan kaw . sume da lepas n ta arn berulang cam dulu agy . aku syg kaw cupcake ♥ kaw hapew , aku hapew jugak .

huhu L aku still save pic dea at fown n lappy aku L voice record kite org L pas ny da tadew sape na nyanyi tok aku L dea pegy jaoh ~ jaoh dari aku babi ! L

seriously , aku da nekad tanak contact dea agy . apew aku dapat law aku contact dea ? aku just saked aty arn . so ~ better ta yah . aku na jalani idop tanpe dea J thanks a lot towk sume uh . aku sedih sial ngan sume ny . tadew gunew aku na nages kea apew kea . tadew apew yg berbeza n berubah . law aku boleh buad . tapy aku ta yakin . aku taw aku akan trseksa dgn sendiri .  so ~ HELIENA WILL FORGET AND NOT KEEP THINKING AGAIN FOR THiS DAMN FUCKING PROBLEM . IF HELIENA CAN J  HUHU . syg sial cple bagai na musnah na kiamat dunia ny . tapy cam uh saje akhir nyew J CONGRATULATIONS HELIENA J YOU JUST WON THE COMPETITION LOVE NEVER BE YOURS J IT’S JUST A NIGHTMARE BEFORE ANNIVERSARY J bak kate bunkface “ MUSNAHLAH MUSNAH IMPIAN TUK MENGGAPAI BINTANG “

I’ll be right here waiting for you .

Whatever it’s take

Or how my heart break J

Lastly , I LOVE YOU CUPCAKE J

THANKS FOR EVERTHING ^^

HEAYLIENAZ ? 2 HEARTS 1 SOUL ?

ALREADY DIE RIGHT ?

I’M HELIENA J

AND YOU AYIEZ J

2 HEARTS 2 SOUL J

I’m crying now L

Why my tears doesn’t stop ?

Actually ~ being honest ~

I need you .

I really need you in my life .

And I’m damn fallen in love with you .

I love you ~ I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!